Vegetating

My mind has been vegetating for the last few days. I feel like a sloth. It seems like one of the dull patches when the weather, and lunch deli all seems to be consipring to make my head heavy and sleepy. I wake up, go to work, keep glaring at the screen - emails, NYT, and Dow Jones. Lunch, and more of the fluorescent screen, drive back, gym, dinner, and sleep. Run that ten thousand times and there goes my life - my future. Of course I know that not true. Yup! I have plans! I began by reading my own stuff that I posted over the last few months. Gosh! some of them seem to be great, but large part seems to be utter garbage. Reminds me of some filmaker who said he finds his own work intolerable. I can now see his point. I sound so preachy, at times boring... oh! man! I can't go further. So it is good that my mind vegetates for a while. A rested mind and body will be good. That's what I hope.